jueves, 11 de febrero de 2010

Incertainty

What to do? What to do? What to do to be happy?
Life has taken on a dull color to me over the last year. I must confess, routine kills the motivation and saps the inspiration out of me.
Im admit, Im naturally a very laid back person. Love staying home, having my fixed ministry with nothing to upset it or surprise me. But even for me after awhile this can get to be quite enough!!!
I feel like breathing new air!!! I feel like the air im breathing is stale and old!!! I need to do somethingwith my life!!! Have goals!! Acomplishments!! Feel self-sufficient in life! learn to depend on nobody but myself and The Lord. I want to put my gifts and talents to good use! I want to derive pleasure from reaching excelence!!!
I want to go to europe!! thats my dream!! I want to study so many things.....but cant decide which brach of art to go for first........... incertainty is killing me.

martes, 2 de febrero de 2010

2010

I know, it seems like forever has passed since I deserted this blog.
So many things have happened over this year, its would take to long to express, if it were possible.
Most of which took place within that invisible world which is my mind.
So many joys, so many sorrows. A pot-full of topsy-turvy emotions, which for the most part stayed pent up inside.
My joy in life this last year and source of fulfillment has been Iris. Thank God for her, she has been my lifesaver this year and most of those joys over the past year are attributed to her.
A picture can paint a thousand words and I have many to share with the world. As you who know me probably know, Id love to share them all with you.
Im a big fan of my little red-head and never tire of showing her off. Her every smile and look is a joy to me, so much so, thats its hard to remember that this is an excitement only a mother can feel. So Ill try to be moderate and choose among my many albums of pictures a few thatll bring you up to date.
P.S;By the way they arent necessarily in the right order.